I laughed my ass off at it! It was hilarious! Sandra and Ryan had great chemistry. Betty was great in it. I laughed probably about 90% of the time. Just a great rom com! My grade? A!

Just posting some random things that I've written tonight. Some old, some new. This is old. From my dark period of 2008.



There's something red on my fingers
Inside there's a pain that lingers
I can't seem to break through
But I can breakdown
I'm drowning in the darkness that's all around

Oh there won't be any savior tonight
No one to make it alright
And I won't be asking God for a sign
Because I may as well be blind
So don't cry when you see me
Be happy that I'm finally free

There's this redness on my hands
That no one will ever understand
They'll blame me for feeling this way
But it will hurt so much more if I stay

Oh there won't be any savior tonight
No one to make it alright
And I won't be asking God for a sign
Because I may as well be blind
So don't cry when you see me
Be happy that I'm finally free

The Whole World Wants To See Me Die-written by Sharaya

There are times when I call out for help
But all they do is laugh
And there times when I need somebody
But they just talk about the things I have
Oh when it's good everyone wants a piece
But when I'm down they all desert me

Well guess what
I'm only human
I break down too
But feels like I'm just amusement to you
Stuck in this freakshow
With no one around
On this spiral that's only going down
It feels like
The whole world wants to see me die

Everyday I'm surrounded by eyes
Always around but somehow they're blind
Every stumble and every mistake
They wanna see just how long it takes
For me to crumble for me to fall
But when I'm down they ignore my calls

Well guess what
I'm only human
I break down too
But feels like I'm just amusement to you
Stuck in this freakshow
With no one around
On this spiral that's only going down
It feels like
The whole world wants to see me die

Now that I'm down
I hope you're happy
You can pat yourself on your back
Mission accomplished
I don't care anymore
My blood is on your hands and yet you still want more
Now that I'm dying and you're watching it all
Guess they built me up so high just to watch me crawl
I guess I was right
They just wanna see me die

Saturday! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will wake up here and go to sleep there and never wake up here again!

I have to put together the beds when we get there.

The cable/internet/phone won't be on until Sunday! What are we supposed to do? Talk to each other? The horror!

We won't be able to get a refrigerator until the weekend after that, so a whole week without a fridge! Should be fun!

I'm in charge of the movers when they come because my mom won't be here yet. Scary!

We get the keys on Monday! OMG! FINALLY! It's all finally real and it's happening! I am so happy, scared, and shocked. Happy because it's happening, scared because it's a brand new area with brand new people and I've lived here forever, and shocked because it's taken so long to happen that I started to believe that it wouldn't! Wow. Almost out of the ghetto!

I know the box said mini, but I wasn't expecting this...

We have done everything right, but because of some other lazy fuck ups we may not have a place to live come April. I don't want to be homeless again! :( I'm SO scared.

Um, holy fucking shit! I am shocked as hell. I can't believe it. Wow!

I said I was going to do something crazy, but that didn't happen. Now? Now I really am. Pics and videos will follow soon. I start tomorrow.

My fever is so high that my pillow is hot. I've been in bed all day and my body really hurts because of it. I have a bad cough. I feel like absolute SHIT! Oh, and I have my period. Fuck my life!

What do I do with this thing? lol I just got it because I felt left out. Now I'm stumped!

I'm not going to post this on the board because it's not worth it, but it's funny that a certain person on there is hating on me. I'm only posting this here because I needed to get this out. SO fucking funny. LMAO.

From Billboard:

While his previous single "It's Over" failed to achieve the same success as his No. 1 top 40 hit "Leavin'," Jesse McCartney keeps the ball rolling with "How Do You Sleep?" from his underrated 2008 CD "Departure." He croons about his lost love, "It's been about a year now/ Ain't seen or heard from you/ Been missing you crazy," to a bangin' hip-hop beat co-penned and co-produced by R&B master Sean Garrett. R&B and rhythmic stations smart enough to embrace Justin Timberlake would be wise to indulge another white boy, who fuels the fire with remixes featuring Ludacris. McCartney has certainly grown up; now it's time that radio gave this talent his just deserts: sustained stardom.—Alex Vitoulis

Ugh, so we got the apartment. We just have to get the other stuff taken care of, but my mom needs to go pick up some papers for this to happen. Problem is that she works 6 days a week. She asked if she can get off early to go, but he said the earliest she can get off is 3:30. That's just super considering that walk in hours are over at 3. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! We cannot catch a fucking break. I knew that it wasn't going to be that easy. Nothing EVER is for us. We always have to fight for every damn thing. :(

http://thejjb.com/topic/468774 more later!

I don't want to post about it yet, but I will if I actually make it through. I hope so. I need to!

For the first time in my life I actually really want a boyfriend. This is so weird for me! I never really wanted one before. At least not like this!

We looked at an apartment in Glendale today. It was very nice, but very small. I love the area, though. It's quiet, but also close to EVERYTHING. I really hope we can get out there soon!

I have no idea where to go, though. I'm tired of this one. I've had it for years!

This was a much better experience than last time. This only took 5 hours! Plus, it was only $50! It looks so good. My hair is dark brown again. :( I had to do it to mask the roots, but I miss my light hair. I'll get used to this, though!

JESSE ON MARCH 9TH! OMG! I don't even know if I can get home, but I don't care. I'm seeing Jesse!

I'm sick. :( I have the flu from hell. I'm pretty much done with all of the major symptoms, but I can't stop coughing. I hate this! It's been going on for over a week.

I love all of the daily Shia walking posts on ONTD. I'll be so sad if he stops going to the store to get iced tea. It's cool to see him so much!

We just realized that we will be here 10 years next year. So, we're trying to move before that happens. I don't want to be in this dump for ten years. It's hell here.

I did my own taxes last night! I'm scurred now!